Learning

I learn every day.

Every day.

I wake up.

I fail.

I go to sleep.

I wake up.

I adjust.

I fail again.

I go to sleep.

I wake up.

I adjust.

I succeed.

Then…

I go back to sleep.

Wake up.

And fail again.

I feel happy.

Then I feel sad.

Then I feel even more sad.

Then I want to die.

Then I go for a drive.

Then Ignition remix comes on the radio.

Then I don’t want to die anymore.

Then I buy food.

I eat it.

Then I feel invincible.

Then I get hungry again.

Then I buy more food.

Then I feel great again.

Then I get a text from that sweetheart from a couple of days ago.

Then I feel like a pimp.

Then I read it and it’s a canceled plan.

Then I feel like someone took a nice shit right on my nose.

Then I wipe it off and go for another drive.

Then I get another text.

Sweetheart again.

She can make it after all.

Then I feel like God served me a shot of whiskey.

Cheers.

Then I take this shot of whiskey.

Then I feel tired.

Then I cancel on sweetheart.

Then I go back to sleep.

Then I wake up again.

And then I fail again.

Sometimes I’m tired of feeling happy.

Sometimes I’m tired of feeling sad.

But I feel.

Being able to feel things is incredible.

Go feel.

AltaLoma 6:09 pm

Reminding you to eat your cereal with a fork and to do your homework in the dark.

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